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slow me down

by campbell

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1.
long time 04:45
i remember that night in 2005 you took my hand and said you'd never felt so alive we were walking down strawberry hill it was late, and the whole world was still and in that moment nothing mattered until the morning it's been a long time coming, but i'm headed home yes, it's been a long day of running, and i'm tired of being alone and i guess that i'll still be going, a couple hundred miles on it's been a long time coming, and i'm headed home i remember that day in 2008 you told me that all you'd ever known was running away i guess that didn't sink in until 2010 oh, and i haven't seen you since then well, it's been a long time coming and i'm headed home it's been a long day of running and i'm tired of being alone and i guess these old train tracks go on and on it's been a long time coming, and i'm headed home they say you never know someone til you've walked in their shoes and since you left yours at my house, i've learned all about you i have learned how you see the world how your feet touch the ground, how you see the people 'round you, and how the ribbon of your life's unfurled i just woke from a dream 2017 and to this moment, you're still the best thing that i've ever seen but before i awoke i had stuttered and choked i think i'll call you up some time, it's been too long since we spoke it's been a long time coming, but i'm headed home it's been a long day of running and i'm tired of being alone and i guess, when i think about you, that's where i want to go it's been a long time coming and i'm headed home
2.
evening is here, the crickets are chirping and i'm no longer hurting with you by my side oh, the stresses of the day have now melted away with you by my side you've got your love, and so do i so put your arm around me, we've got plenty of time tonight give it all to me yes, my love give it all to me you're all that i'm thinking of and if you love me true, in the way i love you i'll give it all to you, too saw you out my car window when i left for work this morning the summer rain was pouring but in the driveway you stood oh, and you were there too when i got back this afternoon in the driveway you stood you've got your love, and so do i so rest your head on my chest, my dear everything's gonna be just fine give it all to me yes, my love give it all to me you're all that i'm thinking of and if you love me true, in the way i love you i'll give it all to you, too oh, you've got your love, and, baby, so do i so come a little closer, ooh you've got your love, and so do i so come a little closer, everything's gonna be alright, tonight so give it all to me yes, my love give it all to me you're all that i'm thinking of and if you love me true, in the way i love you whoa oh oh whoa oh oh oh my my give it all to me yes, my love give it all to me you're all that i'm thinking of and if you love me true, in the way i love you i'll give it all to you, too oh oh oh
3.
the amish hotel the old waterslide amana ramada wasserbahn night the dog on the bed we slept until ten packed up our things and were on the road again something was left in that room a toothbrush, and a piece of me i've never put down roots anywhere that i've been but i've spread like leaves on the breeze freezing des moines the cold sculpture park i walked on my own until well after dark you found me, crying by the red metal bars you gave me your coat, and got back in the car i'm not sure why i was upset as a matter of fact, i seldom do i said i was sorry seventeen times but the incident still haunts me, it's true across from the store empty bottles of water i sat with my toys and i talked with my father the big metal fans down the highway they ran when we got home, i began again they line the roads and sing of great expanses we stretch our tiny hands up to the sky and we tell ourselves we can begin to understand things while we live, and breathe, fuck up, and laugh, and die an old man had lived fully resigned to life, day by passing day and in his garden, he met his maker laid among his flowers as he slipped away a young woman sits wordless praying to a god she's never known and the ghosts of her fears sit dormant she haunts herself all on her own the little boy walks along the train tracks told them he could do it on his own and later that night, he lay crying alone and needing someone to carry him home everybody needs someone to carry them home maybe there's a hand behind us invisible, and guiding us all or maybe there's a brick above our heads to keep us from getting too tall
4.
slow me down 02:33
slow me down oh lord slow me down oh oh
5.
interlude ii 02:31
6.
red pianos always play better or so you tell me, i'm not super clear on how or why even through frustration you've somehow found the grace to keep me on the road when i can barely drive you’ve taught me you teach me even still you put up with my oddities patch up every sprain and spill you've shown me what it means to be a man everything meets its end eventually, just live life while you can it isn't always easy i can't quite find the words but you should know that i always listened i held out, and i heard you've taught me how to be real don't always expect to know everything; it's okay just to feel you've shown me how to reap what i sow everything has its time, and sometimes, it's just time to go you've shown me how to reckon with the ghosts not everything in the world is perfect but you're damn near close
7.
wounded 01:43
i've had my bread i've had my wine i've had everything i need, except the time to process what's going on the ring around my finger is gone out in the woods most every night seeking peace of mind by candlelight with its dripping burning wax gone before i had the chance to get it back oh i've been wounded deeper than i'd like to admit oh these cuts don't heal easily i think i might have broken it i think i might have broken it
8.
blood 05:34
nearer the flame it's getting cold, and i am nearing the flame it got so cold i nearly forgot my own name oh, brother, the blood taken with me i've packed a suitcase, and i'm taking with me a couple old shirts and the memory oh, brother, the blood oh, blood oh, brother oh, brother, the blood oh, blood oh, brother oh, brother, the blood losing my youth with every passing day i'm losing my youth it's taken forever to find my own truth oh, brother, the blood making your mark you've taken your hand, and you are making your mark you are the candle that will lead us through the dark oh, brother, the blood oh, blood oh, brother oh, brother, the blood oh, blood oh, brother oh, brother, the blood i've seen too much my eyes are tired, oh, and i've seen too much my heart is heavy, and my soul is as such oh, brother, the blood oh, blood oh, brother oh, brother, the blood oh, blood oh, brother oh, brother, the blood oh, blood oh, brother oh, brother, the blood
9.
if in our time, one must go before the other ash to ash, and dust to dust then the one remaining must swear to remain until the day i see you if you sink in your fears of losing what you've gained if i finally succumb brittle fingers cold and numb my lungs dusty and dry i'll find you you know there's a constant there has to be and if there isn't, what's there to be believed? when everything changes, then nothing does we're complacent in our place your face is stuck in that same face but that's just an old wives' tale or so they say bond to me and i'll never let you go the cold will never strike your neck and i, forever, will protect your honor if not you we both know i'm a monster hell, that's just me oh would that you would be that good to me oh

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released October 20, 2017

vocals - cam
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recorded in cam's room

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